hello again

Wow,
has it ever been a long time since I wrote on this page. It's hard to keep it up. I've felt so busy and like there's always so much internet stuff to do... check my email, check the various friend's blogs that I keep up with to keep in touch with them, check my myspace page because people are starting to send me important messages through there, pay my bills electronically, check the latest movie trailers on apple.com (okay, that's not totally necessary)... but anyway, writing down my thoughts on this page has become a procrastinated-from task. Plus, I accidentally left our digital camera on the hood of our bus when I was juggling carrying a few things into our home. I found it a week later after a few rainstorms had passed. So it's dead, and I can't post any fun little pictures of life here in Fort Langley.

Well, anyway, I'm here now because it's Spring Break! (Yay!) Well, really, spring break is just ending... (waaaaaa...!) I'm sitting here in the Rosen's communal living room, several ranting conversations going on in the background, having just watched a cheesy teen movie with Kezia and Dave, after just having had Kraft Dinner and wondering why I bother eating junk food when it hurts me so much... and sadly wondering how I'm going to go back to my crazy schedule next week. Okay, it's not as bad as going to dance school, college, and having a part-time job like some of the other girls, but try juggling 3 artistic skill sets and trying to be an entrepreneur in all of them! AAAAH!

Anyway, I really am at such a height chaos and crazy opportunity in life, I'm not even sure what will happen... of all the paths, all the options, I have no idea where I'll be in a year from now. Will we be living in London, experiencing the art and action that happens daily in the streets there? Will I be pushing through another year of dance school, getting better and training my body into submission? Will we be living in Vancouver, Dave working downtown and me pursuing my music and art more? Will we be off sailing in some warm-water place in the world? Will we be in Africa living with orphans? The possibilities are endless, yet I suppose in the end, there is one path before us. I guess you just follow what God is putting in your heart and try and push through what he puts before you. I still don't understand how people can plan out the next 10 years of their lives, but maybe he just works this way with Dave & I... or maybe just with Dave, and I just so happen to be married to him!

Well, I'm off to lie on the couch for the little time I have left to do so... if anyone has been reading along on this page, hello again. Nice to talk to you again. If I'm just journalling and no one's really reading, that's okay too. Maybe I should pour out all my secrets! (Ha... just kidding. What secrets?)

Yo.